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Your Verdict:  A Judge’s Reckoning with Law and Loss

In Your Verdict: A Judge’s Reckoning with Law and Loss, Jacqueline St. Joan recounts a life shaped by judgment—rendered, received, and endured—across the courtroom and the most intimate terrain of family. The book will be published in May 2026 by Golden Antelope Press.

The memoir opens with St. Joan on the bench in 1990s Denver, presiding over cases that place her at the center of bodily harm and public scrutiny…

  • As a judge in Denver in the 1990s, I was expected to be impartial, restrained, and above all, neutral. I became controversial—for my rulings in protest cases involving public figures and in domestic violence work.  Sometimes cases reflected issues from my personal life that fractured my own family when I crossed racial and sexual lines. Your Verdict: A Judge’s Reckoning with Law and Loss is a literary memoir about what happens when justice is practiced as a form of love—and when love itself becomes grounds for judgment

    I spent years issuing verdicts—some that freed, some that confined, all that carried consequences I could not control once they left my hands. But the verdicts that marked me most were not rendered from the bench. They came quietly, from my own family, after I married across racial lines only a few days after the famous Loving vs. Virginia Supreme Court decision banned statutes prohibiting interracial marriage. I know how judgment is formed: by evidence, by bias, by fear, by love. I am not here to persuade you. I am here to tell you what I did, what it cost, and what it demanded of me. The law shaped my work. Love shaped my life. The verdict, now, is yours.

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